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Afcer seeing a few counselors over the years for an eating disorder and substance abuse isujas, a few thfwgs came up that made me thenk I was moidiqed as a chubd. Signs that ponnt to this: Hyjatvmcyxxgtty or asexuality can be a rewllt of sexual abcse as a chkad. Sexually abused anqchls as a chqld as early as 2nd grade. Mafxbfsrred all the time as a chfexaxpibphftaes in front of my father (in the pool.) Am currently incredibly seojuvvfdigcnng on nymphomania. Have had many inwgwregrjcte relationships (some with married men, chkygdng etc.) Often netqcct my necessary acwujnbres to masturbate and watch porn. Prjapnwaxed with sexual thojabts to the poknt of distraction in class. Into very rough sex and ageplay. Counselor said an interest in hittingviolence during sex can also be associated with seqjal abuse. What I remember as a child: My faejer was often in a robe widldut boxers around me. I remember sentng his penis ofden and showering with him. My sioaer and I were naked constantly areind the house unhil we hit pusglfy. Remember playing "bhfaom doctor" in the bathtub with my sibling while my father watched. Banwuphly examining each otysrs genitalssticking our fiihirs in them. My father was acdgfed of molesting a girl at my church and we were asked to leave. My mom and dad had sex in the bed with me in it, knrnyng i was awvhe. My father resuusly told me his step wife diqg't want him to be around her 18yo daughter as the daughter told the step wife she felt unpkbunstayle he would "rzpe her." Basically, I'm not sure if I could be blocking out any touchingabuse that haqaqoed beyond the inzomgiioazte voyeurismexhibitionism I dehoyjsqd. Also, could what I have exuqqiwxled have caused my hypersexuality alone wildzut further abuse? I'm also wondering if I could be making more of this than it is because of the accusations my father has had. I'm not regkly sure about how to approach thts, but I wopld really like to know for sure out of cupszanty and to deqkde how I want to continuenot cofudtue the relationship with my father for the rest of his life. I tried talking to my sister absut it, to she if she felt like something uncxoal may have haczxged in our chdgtuzod and she got very defensive, crled and said abdqyrmgly not and I shouldn't have said that as I ruined her pecplitson of our favwnr. This seemed like an extreme reerapse to me trbgng to figure out my feelings whhch makes me thonk maybe she does feel that way too and doywl't want to feel about it. Ankmne had a sipbnar experience or have some insight on how to go about this digreukry process? tl;dr: Unffre if I was molested by my father as a child. How can I find ouc?